Married men and London escorts

The words “I don’t want to have a lie down with a taken someone else’s man” is not the same as “There have been married men that I would have liked to sleep with.” Some words of advice from a London escort.

Actually there’s a huge difference.

I have always felt embarrassed and like such a wicked person whenever the thought used to, or sometimes still does, occur in my mind if there’s a married man standing in front of me whom I am drawn to. I feel even worse if it happens to be the husband of a co-worker of mine (always off limits, by the way.) I try very hard to ignore the attraction that I feel and tell myself that it is just a trick and I’m obviously missing something within my own life that is misguiding me, and so far, I’ve been correct. “Just let the feeling pass Larissa!! It’s all too easy to fall for a trick when he is gorgeous and seductive

I have to remind myself that I am a London escort and have a job to do. But there are still times that I fantasize about  someone, sometimes far too often than is okay, and I find that I can grow sickened with myself for spending way too much time thinking about something that is not going to happen and that should undoubtedly may not happen in the first place. It would be far better for me to channel my energy into learning and doing the things (following through with them) that have always absorbed me, instead of trying to get my love-life going first.

I did have a crush with a married man when I was very young and new to escorting let me tell you, I felt awful when he found out. Yes, girls that did hurt like a ‘mother’. Ouch.

Let me tell you I will never duplicate that mistake.

There’s another London escort I’ve known vaguely for the past couple of years by face only. She’s always come across as delicate and easily wounded, but not of very high moral standards and spirituality. To hear her say that she’s been having a relationship with a married man for the past five years and it’s been fabulous the whole time he’s has been sweet and completely fooled me for a couple of reasons. Other than much curiosity on how she perceives this relationship in her life (“it’s been her best one,” says this escort), would you believe beneath ran the thought through my mind of: “Why she gets to have that?”

Okay, girls where does this leave me? As always, trying to balance the yin and yang in my head. What does that get me? A lot of thinking and not enough action! Round and round my thinking goes and in the meanwhile, any contacts I make I pay no attention when it comes to actually meeting a married man. What can I tell you? As long as I feel weird or anxious, I have to choose on the side of caution. I can no longer afford to put myself in a spot where I am going to feel guilty about myself being attracted to clients in any way. Too many of us London escorts have done that and its time we take care of ourselves.

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